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Monday, April 16th, 2007
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7:13 pm - Virginia Tech Massacre
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I was late to Sculpture class as usual so I took the 9:30 bus. I found out later that it was the last bus going onto campus before they shut down. I was in Sculpture class when all these ambulances started coming down the street and police were everywhere. At first we had heard rumors about a girl breaking up with her boyfriend and he shot her and the RA. Then heard that 10 people where killed in Norris. We were locked in ADLC and we all didn't seem to understand how serious the situation was. There were like seven of us that showed up to class that day. Then I went into the laser cutter room and Eric showed me how to use it. I was busy cutting and when I finished everyone was gone. Bickley said that we were released. Outside was covered with cops lining all the streets and sidewalks with FBI, DEA, state, local and police from other counties. I had to catch the BT access bus because I was too lazy to walk to Perry Street. I got home and went over to Kirby's house to watch it on the news. Liz's boyfriend broke down when they showed the RA who was his friend as confirmed dead. It was then that I began to grasp the magnitude of the situation.
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| Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
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10:51 pm - Lost
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I lost my lanyard today!!! OMFG, that's my LIFE!! My car keys, my apartment key, my mail key, my driver's license, my debit cards, my credit cards, my Hokie Passport, my dad's emergency card, my PacSun points, everything!!! I spent over an hour walking back and forth from Henderson to ADLC and back in the pouring rain. I hope I don't get sick. I really hope my professor found it and put it in his office or someone turns it in soon!! GOD what a headache! I spent the hole afternoon cancelling cards and remembering crap I haven't thought about in years. I think my HSBC card is bad luck because everytime I put it in my wallet something bad happens!!! I'm gonna shred it when i get it back.
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| Monday, March 26th, 2007
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12:16 am - Sunday
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I hanged out with Andrea today! I met her to play tennis on campus at 2ish. It was realllly hot and I think I got a tan from it playing shirtless. Then we went back to my apartment and I made a chocolate cake with vanilla icing. We had a hard time figuring out how to pre-heat the oven LOL. We wanted to go see the ghost town at Eggleston but we couldn't find anyone else to go and I didn't want to go because I didn't want to get lost and I didn't know where it was. We went on campus and hung out in Slusher and watched some of Accepted and Scrubs. We got bored and wanted to enjoy the nice weather so we went upstairs to bug Erin. We then decided to SheSha to smoke. Today's flavor was Melon. I didn't it like it that much. After that we went back and played more tennis which I was actually getting better. I won two sets! LOL. But still lost in straight sets. Today was fun! Too bad I have to finish my website and study for my Art History test Tuesday. EWWW.
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| Friday, March 16th, 2007
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11:41 am - Oge Chi's
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I went my first straight club in a LONG time. It was called Oge Chi's across the street from SheSha and the Armory. Before we went howevere, we did a pre-game/party at my apartment. WIll bought a shit-load of mixers and a handle of Skyy. I had a lot of fun at the pre-game. I was drinking cranberry and Grey Goose with a splash of club soda which I LOVE now. Everyone who wanted to try my drink was like "EW, I hate cranberry!" They obviously can't be MY friend LOL. I had about six mixed drinks and then I took a shot of Grey Goose. I haven't been fucked up in a LONG time. I guess I was making up for lost time. Andrea, Amy and their straight friend came over and Will primarially talked to them. Of course Jordan, Shane and Brian were here. Biff and her friend came over too. I haven't seen Biff in forever. We all drank and I was pigging out on Doritos which was like an orgasm in my mouth. Kirby came over too which was kinda awkward for a bit since he likes to start talking shit. I was like, "I'm not gonna be resposible for you." At one point I was in Will's bathroom with a bunch of other and Brian was all up in Shane's face trying to put his tounge down his throat. Shane was like, "NO, I have a boyfriend, I don't want to cheat on him." And Brian kept going. At one point Shane was passed out on the bathroom floor while Jordan was doing some ho's bad eyebrows she fucked up while she was fucked up. They were ALL up in Will's make up bag and shit trying to make this girl look presentable. Everyone went to see my room and they all liked it and couldn't believe I did it myself. That was a nice ego boost for me, but not unexpected. We finally left to go in Will's car and parked in the lot beside the Armory. It was semi-raining and I think I ran to the place. Since I'm underage it was fucking $8 to get in. I was drunk so I was like, WHATEVER and got X-ed. I swear, I didn't get in the place for more than 5 fucking minutes and I was trying to go to the bathroom 'cause I had to pee and this big, fat ugly straight boy was all up in my face trying to start shit about not pushing. He was pointing to security like that scared me. That was a bitch ass move. Anyways I get to the bathroom and pee and go to the dance floor. I thought I was gonna have a crappy time like when I went to Attitudes with my friend Kathleen way back in first week of my freshman year. I can say that I did like the music a lot and me and Will were fucking tearing up the floor. Straight people can't dance anyways so it wasn't hard. We were two stepping and leaning and rocking. I definitly had more fun than I thought I was gonna. I think the $8 dollars was worth it, but I kinda wanted to go to the Park with it, but Eh, it's gonna be cold Saturday anyways. I was talking to this girl and she was putting all her man's business out there for me. I love being drunk. HAHA. Will got hit on by some straight guy from his department. He was alright looking, I personally don't go for his type. But we went to Souvalki's and they were talking and "flirting" and shit right infront of his girlfriend. I bet she was like, "DAMN, this faggotty ass boy is not hitting on a BOY infront of me!" She wasn't very pleased. I ordered curly fries and Will ordered fries and a pita. When the pita came Will like, UH... you guys try it. I had to try it cause at first I was hesitant, but I was drunk so I didn't care. It was pretty good and Will saw that I liked it so he ate the rest. Kirby said he didn't like lamb. We get back home and I'm beginning to sober up little when some random straight boy was was talking shit using the N word and Will went off. The door was open so I could hear him yelling. I was playing with a toy BB gun and I was, "here you go boo" and he walked outside with it. The girlfriend was like "GET IN THE CAR NOW!" That was too cute. Shane came home with us back to our apartment, and apparently he stayed in car the whole time we were in the club. Shane was worried because he couldn't find his camera and me and Will were like, Brian probably took it. Shane was mad cause he had porns of himself with other boys saved on there. I was laughing to myself thinking that Brian took it and wasa jerking off with it cause he got rejected by the real thing. Shane tried calling him but he wouldn't pick up, HAHA. Will and I both tried to talk Shane into staying the night, but he bitching about having to wake up at fucking 3 in the afternoon and needing to wake up at home. That pussy ass bitch. He was trying to convince us he could walk a straight line. It DOESN'T matter if you can or not if you're underage! Anyways, he left and like 10 minutes later Will gets a text from Shane saying that he thinks he is getting arrested. We were both like, "I am the person to tell you, I TOLD YOU SO!" After that I crawled into bed and passed out.
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| Friday, March 9th, 2007
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3:01 pm - Apex with Kai
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I went to DC last night to Apex for college night! I must say, it was a lot of fun. I didn't find anyone, but then again, I don't when I go to college night. I have to go to regular nights so I can find hoes who are more ho-ish and aren't huge fucking queens, YUCK. I met all new people, a bunch of emo people. They were cool, and Kai, picked up a boy, LOL. I don't think he remembered meeting me, but I remembered him, but I didn't tell him that. I remembered cause he went to Carniege-Mellon, but now he goes to UM. (Will and I thought he was sexy, and he noticed me this time because my acne cleared up.) I wonder what happened there... Any ways, I went back with Kai and his friends to Crystal City to this boys house. I don't remember his name, but I SOOOO did NOT know that he was a HE. Foot in mouth. But it was cool, they were fun and I had my first sake. It tasted like Aristocrat but alittle less harsh. It was chilled so that might have affected it. I was far more social and open than I usually am around strangers which was great. Kai and Steve made out on the couch all night. I drove Yvonne back to her apartment which was kind of a challenge because the gates were closed in the parking garage. I thought about running through them but that would have damaged my car, so I got out and tried lifting it up. That didn't work. So then I thought, since my car is small, I can drive between the space which worked! YAY. I drove home at like 85mph and didn't get home until 5:40am or so. I went straight to bed. I also noticed that I didn't smell like an ashtray after going to the club because they banned smoking in public places. Which is a great plus. I woke up at 1pm today and I think I might go to the mall with my mom and get her to buy me more clothes LOL.
current mood:  cheerful
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| Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
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10:02 pm - Hello
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My parents came to Roanoke and I spent the day with my mom shopping. Right now, Shane and Will are messing with eachother in his bed right above me. Ehh!
current mood:  crazy
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| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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2:26 am - Skinny
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I'm really skinny, but not anorexic skinny. I eat all the time and never gain any weight. I tried working out for a while when I first got to college with Will, but after he met Ryan, I just kinda stopped. I didn't see too much improvment, I guess I didn't do it long enough. But I doubt that I will ever become buff or anything. I'm comfortable with how I look, body wise, I don't really have fears about people not liking me for my body. The only thing that pains me is my face. I have had ance since I was 15. Its so depressing to see what would be a very cute guy ruined by acne. Its not like I'm dirty or don't wash, I just don't know. I've tried most everything, Retin A, Pro-Active, everything in the beauty aisles, from Oxy to Neutrogena, nothing has worked. Tetracyclin seemed to work, but kinda leveled off and then when I stopped, my acne got very bad. My mom fears that I will be on antibotics the rest of my life, and I don't want to be either. My last resort is Accutane, I have yet to ask for it yet, if that doesn't work, I will just give up on ever clearing up. Sometimes I look at my body and I'm kinda disgusted that I'm so skinny. My wrists really bother me, they are soo skinny, like skin on bone. They say you notice on people what you don't like on your self. I notice wrists and arm girth. I have a slight tummy, you can't really see it when I'm upright, but when I bend over its appears, guys have told me its cute, so I kinda like it, but I still would rather it be gone.
current mood:  numb
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2:15 am - URGH
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I'm just so frustrated!! I need sex, that's what it is. I don't know what it is about David, but everytime he talks to me, I feel the need to have sex to prove myself or something, I feel like alittle 14 year old boy, which is something he likes, lol. But anyways, UGH, I don't know what it is, but whenever he talks about fuckign someone else in a gangbang or something, I get jealous and I don't know why. There is no real reason I should, I haven't really met him, but I have been talking to him since I was 14; I guess I kinda grew up on him. Hummm. I need a boyfriend, someone I can devote my energy to. I need someone hot again. SIIGGHH. I'm just so fucking frustrated and I don't know why!! I haven't had sex in so long, I've forgotten what getting fucked feels like, or sucking cock, or anything! I could go out right now and fuck someone, but I want someone hot that I can be proud to have fucked. That's the thing about Tech, everyone fucking talks about everything and its like I'm back in middle school. I find myself limited in what I want to do because of what other people might say or react. I use to just whore it up anytime I wanted, but now, I have people I know and friends and all this complication. I know what my problem is, I'm sexually frustrated, I need to release. But everytime I get the chance, I shy away from it! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Someone just shove their cock in me and get it over with! I feel so neutered.
current mood:  frustrated
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| Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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12:47 pm - Change
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Does it make me a bad person, if I knew a guy for a long time and like him, that when I saw him again, he became fat and my feelings kind went away?
current mood: crushed
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12:38 pm - City Folk
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This place is soo fucking country! And not the suburbia country either; pure redneck, never seen an elevator in their life, country. A perfect example is the bus. Riding on the BT annoys the hell out of me, not because it's the bus, but because of white people. When the bus is beginning to get full, white people SPACE themselves out. They don't fill any seats and when the "Please fill all seats" command comes on, they all look around like they are lost in a fucking fog. Don't they know how countrifieed they look when they do that?! OMG, get with the fuckingprogram and sit by some bitch you don't know and SQUISH yourself in - Act like you've been somewhere before, please.
current mood: aggravated
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12:26 pm - Skinny Heffa!
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I went to Express to try on pants for my Halloween costume; I went to try on a size 4. This was the first time that I had ever tried on girl pants before - I felt like Will - LOL. I get into the dressing room and the lady was like, "Can I help you?" and I was said " Yeah, can you give me this in a 2, and she said "Get this skinny hooker a 2!" It made my day.
current mood: chipper
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| Friday, October 28th, 2005
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2:19 am - On My Side
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Yesterday was my day. God was on my side, it was 7:30pm and I was supposed to have moved my car out of the Stadium parking by 7. I walked alittle bit but began to run. When I got to my car, the ticket man was right about to go to my car and start scanning but I got there and pretend to ask where to park to look responsible. One second and I would have gotten another 30 dollar ticket which I can't afford to pay. Then after that I went to the mall to look for my costume for Halloween. I went to Hot Topic and they black angel wings for sale. They were originally priced $19.99 but were marked down to $14.99, then there was a 50% sticker on it, so I ended up paying less than 8 dollars for it. Then after that I went looking around for some horns. I tried Spencers, Wal-Mart, Target, Dollar Tree and finally I went to K-Mart. I didn't find the horns there but I saw a Burberry scarf lying ontop of a clothes rack. I was thinking "Humm, someone left their Burberry, I'm gonna steal it." But when I got to it, it was for sale! I knew I had to buy it right then and there. I went to the register and this Goth girl rung it up. It was marked 5.66 but for some reason I only paid $4.40! All in all, it was a great day and I definatly being watched out for. :-)
current mood: grateful
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| Tuesday, August 16th, 2005
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12:41 am - VT Here I Come!
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I'm moving to Tech in TWO days!! I'm so excited. I'm kinda nervous though, leaving my house and everything, I won't be coming back to it, but I'm not that nervous, haha! I can't wait to meet new people and be on my own, soo much fun! College rocks!
current mood: ecstatic
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12:35 am - Wow
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It's been a long time since I've updated this thing. Well, I went to my first gay club, IT WAS SOO FUCKING FUN! I had cute guys wanting to dance with me. I never thought that I could attract guys like that. I didn't really get to dance with them out right cause I was with my friend Roney who took me up there. He was getting really pissed and was about to leave both me and Juan. So I kinda backed away from dancing with them. It was fun though, I want to go back again. At around 2:30 we left and went to Soho coffee shop which doesn't close until 4am. I got a mango smoothie and the music was soo loud, I could barely hear anything, just a constant buzz. After that, I went to the beach and surfed on my boogie board. It was fun, the water wasn't that cold. I put the toilet in in the basement today, yeah! Now my grandparents have a place to crap close to them. HAHA
current mood:  sleepy
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| Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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11:24 pm - Farmer's Tan
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I just discovered today after Greg, Liz and Josh, I think, the term farmer's tan.
current mood: giddy
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11:23 pm - Tanning
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| Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
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9:53 pm - I FUCKING HATE FREDERICKSBURG!!!
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I'm so fucking sick of this tiny ass town and the same ugly people that inhabit it. There is NO ONE in this god damn place and NOTHING to do! I am so sick of old men in there 40's IMing me thinking that they will get somewhere. DEAR GOD, DO YOU GET STUPIDER WITH AGE?! There is NO ONE in this damn place. UGH, I wish I'd burn down.
current mood: pissed off
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| Saturday, April 30th, 2005
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7:04 pm - Free Shoes
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Today I went with my mom to the bank to deposit money. After that, we went to North Stafford to the filipino store to send money to the Philippines. When we got out, there was this group of people from a church giving out free food and shoes. They gave me two pairs of shoes for free, which was very nice. Now I have two pairs of FREE shoes. I also got my mom to buy me REAL pillows at Ross.
current mood: touched
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| Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
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12:09 am - Senioritis
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Senioritis has offically struck. This all culminated in a grand moment when I was in AP Calculus. My teacher Mr. Holcolm gave us Calc review and I said to the sheet, "I don't care anymore!" It sucks that there is still a month left to go. I don't know what I'll do until then. I thought of skipping one day of school a week, but that would be bad.
current mood: ecstatic
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| Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
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4:56 pm - Boring Wednesday
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Today was BORING, so boring in fact, I decided to skip 6th and 7th period with Kathleen. It was soo damn easy to skip, I should do it more often, all I did was walk out the door and no one was out there. We decided to go to the mall and look at Prom dresses, not for me by the way. Anyways, we didn't find anything, and the ones Kathleen tried on made her look like a fish, LOL. After that, we went to Tropical Smoothie, or whatever the hell its called and I ordered a Kiwi Quencher. It was pretty good, I might go back there again sometime. That was about all I did today besides jerk off to my newly downloaded porn, yeah! It's just a shame that such a warm night is wasted because its late. Tomorrow I'm going with Ben to Merriman's. I hope it will be fun.
current mood: chipper
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